God's ownage of the day.

Proverbs 10

12 Hatred stirs up dissension,
but love covers over all wrongs.

18 He who conceals his hatred has lying lips,
and whoever spreads slander is a fool.

19 When words are many, sin is not absent,
but he who holds his tongue is wise.

20 The tongue of the righteous is choice silver,
but the heart of the wicked is of little value.

21 The lips of the righteous nourish many,
but fools die for lack of judgement.

31 The mouth of the righteous brings forth wisdom,
but a perverse tongue will be cut out.


10:18 By hating another person you may become a liar or a fool. If you try to conceal your hatred, you end up lying. If you slander the other person and are proven wrong, you are a fool. The only way out is to admit your hateful feelings to God. Ask him to change your heart, to help you love instead of hate.

beautiful.

It was a rather beautiful time of singing songs in worship tonight. Haven't focused like that for quite a long time, even though I still had to struggle with focusing on how to play better for Him.

The recordings will not be released... for now. At least not until people stop threatening me with death if I release these recordings =p

more than it seems?

You know, somewhere along the way,

I lost my dreams.




I don't know where I'm going, I don't know what I want to be, I don't know what I want to do.

Neither do I know what the Lord wants me to do, in terms of... I guess you can say, my place in this world.




Once, before the brilliant sea and sky, I told my friend that I want to become a worship pastor. A person who just helps people out, who can bring people to meet God, who can bring the voices out in people to sing and praise God with all their hearts and souls and strength. That was 2 summers ago.



And now, I don't know what happened to that, and what God is saying. And I can't tell what's the Holy Spirit speaking in me, or me speaking to myself, anymore.



If anybody have some wisdom of some sort, I'd gladly hear it.



More Than It Seems - Kutless

Is my imagination running away
Or is all this really happening to me
Am I a prince in a far away land filled with fantasy

Where is reality and what are the actions that will define who I am?
I am holding onto the visions I've seen of what I could be
It's what I should be

Chorus
More than it seems these dreams inside (show me the way to these dreams)
Blur reality's line ('til there's nothing that's left of me)
If I could believe the dreams aside (show me the way to these dreams)
I am capable more than it seems

Passing through darkness into my own world
Will I be more than when I left (than when I left)
Never letting go of the lessens I learned
This will make a change
A change within me

Chorus
More than it seems these dreams inside (show me the way to these dreams)
Blur reality's line ('til there's nothing that's left of me)
If I could believe the dreams aside (show me the way to these dreams)
I am capable more than it seems

This time I won't run away
I found the strength to face life's long days
This time I won't run away

Chorus
More than it seems these dreams inside (show me the way to these dreams)
Blur reality's line ('til there's nothing that's left of me)
If I could believe the dreams aside (show me the way to these dreams)
I am capable more than it seems

'Til there's nothing left of me
Show me the way to these dreams

Show me the way to these dreams.

just a song.

There is so much crap in my life that if I bother posting on it everytime, this blog will be - yep - full of crap.

Instead, lots of times, there are things that are just so much more worthwhile to post than my pain and confusion.

Things like this song. It's beautiful.


Joseph's Lullaby

Go to sleep, my son
This manger for your bed
You have a long road before you
Rest your little head

Can you feel the weight of your glory
Do you understand the price
Or does the Father guard your heart for now
So you can sleep tonight

Go to sleep, my son
Go and chase your dreams
This world can wait for one more moment
Go and sleep in peace

I believe the glory of Heaven
Is lying in my arms tonight
Lord, I ask that He for just this moment
Simply be my child

Go to sleep, my son
Baby, close your eyes
Soon enough you'll save the day
But for now, dear child of mine
Oh my Jesus, sleep tight


Don't ask me why it's beautiful. It just is.