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no, i didn't spell 'onion' wrong. i just had this impulse to post about this.
so i walked into my washroom last night, when all was quiet, and on impulse, i decided not to turn on the lights, but instead closed the door and opened the blinds on the window which faced south, and looked out into the night sky.
at first, i wasn't able to see anything. but slowly, when my eyes have adjusted, i began to see a star here, and a star there. the 3 stars of Orion's belt slowly came into focus, as well as his limbs and his arms. another bright star came into focus to the right of Orion, and i thought, maybe that's mars or venus or the international space station or something, because Polaris usually isn't that low in the sky.
as i continued to squint up at the sky, I can almost see the mass of stars that runs across the night sky, the milky way. but it remains elusively out of focus, out of reach, because of the bright city lights that brighten up the night sky. a sadness wells up within my heart when i realized that all this seems to be echoing with something within my heart, something regarding the state of my life now.
i closed the blinds, and i returned to my room to seek my Father.