Been an interesting week with its downs, I'd say.

Actually, I had a lot to say yesterday, but it got swallowed down in the midst of everything. Suffice to say though, I feel more at peace now, though not much had actually happened.

And I actually managed to say "No" once too, which is awesome.


Now... @ 1PM, off to pick up my RAM (FINALLY), "secret package #2", and "secret package #3". May God help me on #3 there =)


Note: Oh yeah, funny thought that struck me yesterday. I was like, "Oh, hmm, aren't I in the situation where girls say "I like Mark: he makes a cool friend.", but none of them like me in 'that' way?"

Then I was like, OBVIOUSLY, since girls like guys who are, IMHO, funny, responsible, driven and can change. I'm only one of the above, and only sometimes am I funny =p

Then I realized that I was sounding like David back in high school again. GAAAAH.



OH!!! Just remembered what I was thinking about again. I was thinking after I wrote my last entry, and I thought, well, people might think that it's really all angsty.

Then I saw this and I bursted out laughing. Courtesy of Urban Dictionary.

1.Angst
Angst is about downtrodden teenagers thinking they're the only bloody people in the world who have it tough, and thinks that gives them an excuse to wallow in their own self-pity instead of actually doing something about their situation

Certainly DOES sound like it, eh? =) Even though I'm pretty sure that I wasn't.

And a coupla other thoughts that I can't remember. Oh well, that's for later =D



EDIT: Oh yeah, I remember now! Was talking to Franz and Alex earlier in the week. Managed to piss them both off and Franz said, you know, you blog sounds pathetic. God didn't give you just that.

mark: Yeah, I know I'm pathetic. (What's the bloody point?)


But yes, if you thought it was pathetic too, YOU ARE CORRECT =D

I don't know, but it sounds mightily amusing to me for some odd reason. I must be acquiring a Mr. Miller-style humor.

-_-"


EDIT2: Oh, here's what Franz said when I told him about the definition =)


franz says:
??
mark - gto: poison. says:
haha
mark - gto: poison. says:
sounds like my blog from earlier?
mark - gto: poison. says:
i started laughing when i saw this in urban dictionary
franz says:
i guess so?
mark - gto: poison. says:
then i clicked on the link to "emo"
mark - gto: poison. says:
and i lost it
mark - gto: poison. says:
rofl
franz says:
but it does define ur current situation
mark - gto: poison. says:
http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=emo
mark - gto: poison. says:
does it?
mark - gto: poison. says:
i don't think it is that for me, though it sounds like it.
franz says:
hmmm
mark - gto: poison. says:
for me, i understand that lots of people have it tougher
mark - gto: poison. says:
and that i'm not unique
mark - gto: poison. says:
but it was more like i want to give up on myself
mark - gto: poison. says:
consciously
franz says:
hmm
mark - gto: poison. says:
becuase i don't want to do something about my situation
mark - gto: poison. says:
so, in other words
mark - gto: poison. says:
i'm an EVOLVED Angsty teenager! =D